just managed to finish the story book i have been reading for the past few days...1st to die. touched as well as sadden by the ending but tat was life unlike the media series, unrealistic giving hopes to those victims out there. 1st to die was realli true relationships, dun always have a nice ending like we always see in those unrealistic television programmes they all come out with nice and happy ending which will never happen to real life...giving those unrealistic hopes...
1st to die had the ending whereby "her" boyfriend, her support ebentually got shot twice and normally in television programmes at these moment these male lead will of course survive and this couple marry and lives happily ever after...just when will such ending come to an end...in that book the ending was that he of course did not manage to survive kind of sad but that was life isnt it...
moreover, sometimes in the movies they will always start off with people who are not perfect ugly or watever will be despair of love desperate not to get the love they want in the end it always end that they found their prince charming and poof they get marry and there they live happily ever after

when will such t hings come to an end...
~sadden~