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Realli thanks guys! LOVE BOTH OF YOU! thanks for standing by me when i most need you all! AND SORRY TO HAVE BOTHERED YOU ALL! THANKS LOTS!
first day of work. leg pain, back pain and waist pain. lols... but at least i realised that you are not the onli one out there i should cherish. kind of happy? i dunno. but i STILL HATE YOU!
have been realli confused and sad over these few days over stupid things! WHY CANT I JUST NOT BE SO XIN RUAN! I realli dunno how to carry on with that friendship anymore! CAN YOU PLEASE TEACH ME! HAVE YOU EVER CHERISHED OUR FRIENDSHIP? HAVE YOU EVER TREATED ME AS A FRIEND? JUST WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM? sometimes i blame myself for not being that cold blooded to chop of the friendship between us! mayb you dunno wat the hell is happening because you dun realli care. but i feel so tired maintaining our friendship because i onli see myself realli cherishing it!
To love is indeed painful! That is why i think i have totally given up on ..... To love is a game that will tire you out the end of the day! So i will just give up on all things! And just wait for things to happen! It will hurt but i know someday i will feel better!
you all know that cp there near the interchange there always got roadshow. today, i was like carrying a pack of 3.5kg pellet and walking to the interchange le. Going home le. Then as usual my friends all know i look very mature sure everytime will kana this kind of things and worst still i wore contacts and make up today! So this sales man came running, i tink he was realli despo to close a case. so he realli freak me a lil. He saw me carry that stuff very heavy so he keep saying i help you take i help you take. then i was like its ok its ok no need. Then he goes nvm trust me i can carry de. this shld let me carry. Then i was like i realli not interested then he was ok shake a hand? I was like dun wan but i see his hand already up so it would be quite no manners if i just leave his hand there so i almost fall into the trap i shook his hand. Then he asked my name then i was like Fiona. Then he kept calling me and advertise on the card. Then i was realli not interested. Then my bus came. I told him my bus is here i have to go. He shocked me with one sentence: I can drive you home i have a car. Then i was like shocked!!!! But in the end i still got off frightful experience. Let's hope next time there is no more such things. PHEW!
i tink i should realli give up on him! i feel that she has feeling for him already! why lie to me? he will definitely choose her!
WHEN IS THE ____ GOING TO APPEAR IN MY LIFE!
WTH!!! I cant stand it anymore lar, for goodness sake! i am sicked and tired of my life ok! there is always this spoiler in my life to spoil everything i have, there is always this person who is always tat sensitive! i dun owe anyone in my life you know! wat is the karma all abt, i did nth wrong to deserve all this ok! and wat is more is that i have lost everything and now somebody is there to just snatch anything i could gain all just spoil all the fun! f! i have no time for you seriously! i am sicked and tired of you! LIFE SUCKS OKAY! i have enuff. i just wish there was this brother or someone who i can rely on!
had a scary dream yesterday... shall not talk about it!
just now was like listening to the radio 98.7. there was this guy realli sweet to his gf. lols. envious! hahas....mayb i was just jk on the part envious! lols ignore me people i a lil crazy here!
it was darn irritating, when someone is always trying to quarrel with you for every alternate day! i am sick and tired of it! if you trust you will not do that! being overly suspicious is your business and i dun bloody hell care! tell you NO means NO! I dunno wat the hell is wrong with you! stop saying and not doing! if you trust then stop saying about the thumbdrive thingy! watever you tink i not goni to care. selfish is all i can say you want me to tink of how you feel then have you realli think how i feel. yes that is wat you will say but go ask yourself is it true? it is more like wat you tink, you just use wat you tink to take it as what i tink. do you realli put yourself in my shoes! i realli hate you cause you always mess things up when it is the crucial part of my life! my exams are coming and i realli dun wan to care abt you ok! tink what you wan i dun want to care!
Woo! LOVE YOU GUYS DAMN LOT! Thanks for going to the movie together! although this year we nv get to see the fireworks but i realli have a great time!
zzz. yesterdae talk till veri late lar! 4.30am lar ~ another new record! Slap my mouth lar actually i tink 3 am can sleep le. but then said like sumthing then zzz. then yesterdae ear damn pain! lols... keep hearing singing that has wrong pitch! ~ just jk. zzz... but hor actually wan to wake up 8am de, but then euu all know lar zzz. cant get up in the end woke up at 11am! OMG lar. and wat's more is that i tink i got eye bags le lar ~ thanks to some1! - jk... erm but quite scary yesterday la i was like sleeping le then suddenly i woke up cause i thought i heard the television got noise then i go off it but the swtich was actually off sia! OMG! scary and nth, but luckily i too sleepy to bother so still can sleep...
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LOLS yesterdae study period was quite a big distract! But i will never forget sumthing! HUA HUA ! or HUAY HUAY! LOLS. erms anyway quite not fair lar kana bullied T_T! THOSE 2 BULLY ME TO DRINK COKE SO SAD! ZZZ... AND AHHEM THOSE 2 WEIRD GUYS COME UP WITH WEIRD IDEAS! =.=