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~~Sunday, December 31, 2006~~

1:19 PM

yesterdae:

went out with si lin, went out of the house and stupidly i alomost miss the bus so must run 2 chase after the bus...then coincidentally...i took the same bus with si lin...then we 2 were like blur sotongs...when we took 27 we were like dunno where to alight...snores...lame lor...then nvm when we were abt 2 alight...si lin dropped something...then she say nvm...in the end it was one of her black pig which drop out...lolx...then we were like little lost lambs lor dunno where the hell is tampines mall...then when we found it we immediately go up to the cinema and buy the tickets for death note 2...i bought nachos but si lin bought none...lame...

when we entered the cinema, it was like so empty lor...diao lei...the show finally starts both of us were like waiting for L to appear he quite handsome la...it was a pity that he had to die so sad lor...it was really a nice show anyway...

after the show we went to take neo prints i tell u we were like so embarassing lor screaming and shouting in the machine...

after tat, we went to eat dinner n went home....

the end...ahahs

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~~Friday, December 29, 2006~~

11:34 PM

haix...it was happy to go band enjoyed myself again...cox we played the song i wan again...go stoking then irritating i hate those guys lor pervert, n irtitating...so pissed off today...i like the song but hor sad lor mr er haben decide yet...but anyway i will enjoy watever piece but wat i fear most is the other piece cox i dun tink i can make it lor...it is a lower grade but it is still quite texing(dun how to spell)...when for lunch then come bck...practice...lolx...play the song i like tat time was like stress lor...still haben find the touch of it bck yet...at 423 there so stress lor...then mr er still stress mi with if break down we might get sliver wa...stress stress super stress...so i tink better work hard...but i tink i really cant make it for the other piece if mr er chooses it cox i no confidence for it...but for the one i like de i got more confidence cox the rhythm oready no problem it is the running notes tat one can practice then master it...haix anyway i jux hope the song will bring us luck watever song it is...after band...go talk n eat with my frenx then chatted all almost abt band de...we all veri worried abt band lor..some also veri stress...i hope they dun over stress themselves...anyway i tink the skills is a time of mastering...haix...worried worried...o n then stupidly i dun no how i got the bruise on my thumb i was like jux walking across the road then suddenly got one sharp pain then i saw a bruise on my thumb pain lor...then it seems to b getting worst...sianx lei..stupid bruise...i hope it recovers soon make sure it recovers b4 wed cox later i scare i cant hold my stick n play haiyomy hand very important sia if injured cannot play lei hope it recovers soon....

still waiting for you..

~~Thursday, December 28, 2006~~

5:29 PM

OMG cannot believe tat i actually forgotten to post yesterday...mayb it is bcox i slept a little earlier ba...actually not much earlier cox it was like 1.30 am like tat la...down with headaches now...i hate headaches it is worst than having fever...cox u keep feeling the aching in ur head n tat triggles my irritation...arghhh...resting for the day n missing the day's tuition for today...n it is the last lesson...oh bother!guess wat i tink i really becoming a band psychotic freak can u believe every single time i dream it has got to do with band...but wat i dreamt today is also band related but ermsss...wat i dreamt was a band practice on our syf piece...it is scary...i was like dunno wat i doing had to sort out the scores play...n suddenly my session has no one except mi to play...i felt so stress n tat was really scary tat was kind of a nightmare o god...i tink when syf comes nearer i will b super duple stress...but i hope i could manage it but afterall tat was jux a nightmare none of it will affect the real life...still feeling down dunno y too...lolx...i m jux some kind of freak with psychotic emotion mix up...tat's mi ahahs...habing a boring rest day cox my fren gone to Malaysia!!!anyway y did she go at tish time i dun get it...it is flooding like mad there how could she ever enjoy holiday...but wat i felt today is tat i m a pathetic person hu has onli one fren it could really b bored without her to chat...sighs...pathetic mi..n i find out tat pple r ignoring my mickname on MSN or should i say they dun eben bother...no one is tagging i mean onli a few n no one is asking mi to link....lame lei then y should i hab a nick on the MSN sianx....life is boring(my quote) nth excite mi...cant imagine if i were to work in society nx time wat will i do for the days in my life...wake up , work , come bck, still work then sleep...OMG tish is jux no life for a person's life...dunno y...after tish 2 years in band i find tat music is interesting n fun n enjoyable...too bad i dunno wat job can i take if i hab the passion towards music...haix...

still waiting for you..

~~Wednesday, December 27, 2006~~

2:05 AM

rushed for my tuition homework the whole afternoon, then i felt tat i had nth to do so i decided to help my bestty to set up a blog, helped si lin set up her blog quickly cox i had to go out in a couple of minutes...did a pretty nice job...then went for tuition...then tat's all came bck continue with the blog of si lin then i suddenly felt tat i nid a blog better than my current blog so i went to search for my new blogskin...i keep couldnt find the skin i wan...till i found one n i told si lin to give her opinion on it n she told mi it almost made her cry...then i finally realized tish is wat i wan...i wan my blog to b sad cox i m feeling so...i jux dunno y i keep feeling sad mayb bcox of something tat i noe in my heart tat i really really noe it is wrong but cant help it but do so...haix...so here it is the skin of my blog but i noe it is a little outdated...but i dun mind...o n i got a few christmas belated present anyway...ahahs

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~~Tuesday, December 26, 2006~~

1:23 AM

lolx...times flies fast n i didnt eben notice tat i haben posted for today...nth special abt today i was like staying at home watch t.v eat, cook , sleep then chat on MSN then i did some changes to my friendster...lolx...cant wait for death note 2 to come out...anyway someone on MSN added mi n i dunno hu is he anyway dun bother there is no harm adding pple, o n also got one person add mi on MSN then i also dunno hu is it but i jux leave an offline msg hoping tat he could reply mi asap so tat i could noe hu is he...sianx...didnt eben noe christmas could b tat boring n tml which actually means 2dae cox now 1.30 am le i hab to go for tuition...n few days later ms si lin hab her bday n school reopens...bored...but happy bcox can go for band...i noe i crazy la...but for those out there hu noes mi well noes tat i m a band freak hehes...i jux love band n enjoy the music we play...but like wat mr tan n mr er say band is not abt everything in school...so i mux learn to cope eben better in studies n band...so as not to disappoint my teachers, n my family memebers...still upset over something haix...nvm i think time can cover everthing...

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~~Sunday, December 24, 2006~~

11:13 PM

dunno wats wrong with my mum lei...firstly when i sleeping then she wan to wake mi up, cannot wake mi up nicely mux use shout de worst...damn bitch lor so angry i tell u she bang the door like siao somemore i was like dreaming...cannot call properly mei...angry sia...grrrrr....feel like scolding her vulgarities lor...then go out i wore my new casual wear shoe...yeah so happy i bought it from hang ten...then go out give mi the stupid face lor my mum...ii nv do anything wrong also give mi stupid face...then go pray pray...sianx tats wat i hate mooost !! then after tat took a bus to serangoon took some western food for my dinner...shit i tink i gaining back all the weight...grrr after dinner go walk walk then my dad bought mi a sweet...when dinner tat time my mum was talking abt one of her colleague...feel like slapping that person anyway her name is call joanna i tell u i was so angry lor...my mum pity her in th end she damn cunning lor trying to accuse my mother wat the shit...i feel like slapping the joanna n tell her wake up ya bitchy idea la u bitch...keep calling pple to sympathise u when u damn it no nid so wat if u hab 4 pple to bring up as if my mum no child no family burden...damn bitch u tink wat..look around in Singpapore tish small island still got many pple worst than u...wat u trying to doto make my mum's life difficult...feel like seeing how u look like i bet u look like a demon...or freak n u r sure a pervert hu cannot be sympathise...so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bully my mother, u hu?!then we went rivervale plaza, actually wan to rent dics de then my dad complain n complain fet up sia...then walk by a shoe shop saw some nice casual shoe quite cheap feel like buying again....then go home, blogging tat's all abt mi today quite boring actually, tat's mi can b quite boring my life....signing off wishing all a merry christmas...kuriismasu omedeto gozaimasu....

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1:34 AM

so sianx...2dae actually wanted 2 stay at home do blogging but after tat my mum suggested going out 2 help out at my uncle's stall...added some song into my blog then also into my camera cum mp3 player. firstly, when goin out had a dispute with my mum abt my shoes, veri wat lor i wore skirt n she call mi to wear the scandals which was like boys wear so ugly dunno wat she tinking then i was like so angry cox i look ugly with the shoes ma...then lolx aft tat i sms si lin ask her hu she watching death note with then i blur lor...i saw the reply as without mi then i was like so sad almost cry out then i reply her with T.T tish then she say tat she thought tat she told mi with mi lolx then i was like go bck n check the msg then noe...blur queen lei mi... reach my uncle's stall then we ate dinner there. he cooked fried bee hoon then some life prawns then still got flower crab...OMG is nice one lor...lolx...we go there like nv help lor jux eat n eat n eat...lolx i was like beginning to feel tat i will gain my weight...cox i jux lost 3kg like tat credits goes to percussion n of cox my band camp mayb bcox i shy ma so in camp nv ate to much then on the day of the barbecue i didnt ate my dinner but jux bought some sushi to eat so mayb tat also help a little in the weight losing then the sweating bcox of the carrying of percussion instrument also help lor i tink...then nvm after tat my dad still hungry so he brought mi to eat satay n curry chicken OMG i tink really gaining weight le haiyo lei...then later go bck to sit tat time my dad's frenx say a lot of funny tings make mi my mum my dad laugh like mad lor...lolx...hahas then after tat my uncle cooked for mi again he cooked the fish OMG so nice very fresh cox his seafood all life de so nice lor...yum yum then nvm after tat we help to peel the crab meat for my uncle then he cook deep fried sotong or prawn i also dunno cox i like eat till prawn n sotong...lolx then when going bck tat time he still packed some prawns n fish for mi to bring home n eat really gaining weight lor...then nvm in between during the help out i quarrelled with my mum again tish time about contact lens she always like tat lor forget wat she promise mi...she told mi if i lose 3 kg she will buy me contact lens when school reopen..now she say wat till chinese new year then still say wat buy one pair onli lor wat the hell is tish hate it lor...arghhh so angry i dun care her le la going to save my own money n buy....

p.s : for those interested of my uncle's cooking his stall is at east coast lagoon(hawker centre) stall 4 pls go there n try out the food it is simply a yum yum delicious!!!

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~~Saturday, December 23, 2006~~

2:11 AM

Band Performance
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went to school today for the band performance in school for the Sec 1s recruitment day...lolx...dunny lor 2dae i dunno wat happen to mi la when i woke up i was a little blur...i looked at my hp then it was like 6.50 am then i was suddenly dunno y thought tat the reporting time was 7 am then i jux in the feet of worriedness slam my hand onto the wall of my room n then my parents woke up n they were shocked n asked mi wat happened then i told then tat i was late for band then my mum asked mi isnt it at 7.30 am then i was like ya hor...veri lame lor i dunno wat happen also i was like siao like tat lei...then anyway i also late so actually the bang also got no wrong...hehes :) sianx...there was no practice 2dae we jux go to school perform for 5 minutes then the rest of the time we listen to mr tan n mr er talking...got to noe from mr tan tat someone like the mum wan to take her out from band i hope no one is taken out from band now is the critical period...every1 is veri important to the band in fact even if now is not the critical period i believe the teachers will still tink tat all of us r important so do i tink tat all the band members r important...i learnt many things from tish year n from band mostly...i learnt from ther bands malletist tat one should b contented no matter if they r given a part which is full of notes or a part with a few notes n tat the player has to put in all his/ her effort in to play well for the part eben though it is a short part...i also learnt from mr er tat one should not b afraid to make mistake or to b afraid of being scolded since after the national creative competition after the great scolding from mr er n after the crying i learnt tat it is not wrong to make mistake but one mux b careful too if we dun make mistake we will nv learn n we will nv noe wat the conductor wan...tish is really veri important...although saying might b easy but it is not easy to do although tats y sometimes i do feel tat i m a disgrace to the band for not playing well...like wat happen today at school...
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After Band Performance
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shahira n i went to KFC to eat our lunch cox at home didnt cook then we met pei juan, arthur, bennett, simon they all then they veri funny they were like saying alot of things lor then they demostrated shahira then simon n bennett were laughing then dunno wat happen they bang into each other head made mi laugh like mad then worst of all arthur laugh until dunno like wat lor make mi laugh eben harder..hahas but after abt 1 hour like tat we went home le i mean shahira n mi...
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Bad news
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haix...when i was eating my lunch i receive a bad news it was really sad to come to noe abt it i came to noe tat i lost a friend of mine i thought tat she was recovering but ....i was really looking forward for her to come bck n study with us...i didnt go n visit her...i felt guilty but i felt tat if i go i was of no use too...i scare if later i say wrong things tat would make things worst so instead i told my friend to send my condolenses...really very sad to come to noe abt it...but i still hope she is well in another world

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~~Thursday, December 21, 2006~~

8:14 PM

first day
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nth special actually we jux practice and practice for our pieces...haix so tough lor the starting the flame triplets i still cant interpret it...dunno when then can interpret better b b4 the 4th of january i dun want to get scolded for tat slow interpretation...lolx...then when bathing tat time mr er almost forgot abt we the percussion..lolx when he rmb he still say we jux sit there look blurly at him...hahas. do we eben look blur?! haas...luckily kai li did not snore for the sleep lolx but veri funny lor when it was lights off time everyone was like fake sleeping...hahas :)anyway i didnt sleep well for tat night also....keep waking up...then still got i almost forgot got a couple of school came to visit us n of cox we had fun for the stroking session...so fun!we also learn a lot of things from each other n lolx make some new frenz of cox...tats all for the first day
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second day
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nth special too...breakfast was quite filling but the machine sold diluted milo so digusting but i mix some of the packet milo into it taste much better after doing tat...then after breakfast we did some stroking as usual but it was quite short not veri long then we went on for our pieces as usual then when it was time for barbecue it took them at least 1 1/2 h to set up the fire..lolx...but too bad i couldnt taste the food cox i had to rush for my japanese class learnt quite a lot for the class actually..like oyasuminasai(good night), isshaimase(welcome), konbanwa(good evening), otanjobi omedeto gozaimasu(happy birthday) n so on lolx quite fun actually...then when i got bck the camp fire haben ended yet...so enjoyable...n "thnx" to arthur those pple sabotage mi then mr er give mi the mic call mi sing twice some more but of cox i did not sing cox i hab no song in mind + i dun wan to malu myself later those pple come disturb again irritating sia...then sleep all tish but same couldnt sleep cox mi so tired
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last day
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lolx...woke up ate breakfast, stroking n tish time eben shorter then mr er conducted for the japanese graffitti 5 then lai sim stroking on the xylo was not even then mr er told mi to take over then he say:"how u teach her one i also dunno , ur duty or my duty to teach her choose one?" lolx...actually at tat instance i was abt to say both cox normally the ans to tish kin of question he ask is both but i jux sprouted out mine so heng sia if not i cant imagine wats goin to happen to mi hahas...then later part give lai sim to try again she nv play properly then she still look at mi somemore then suai la hab to take over again then she snatch my glockenspiel part i want to play one lor where got like tat de kao....then aft tat mr er suggested to play teressa song then it was so nice lolx...i tink i like veri oldies lor but cannot blame ma my mum loves teressa alot then everytime play her song to hear then comes to it naturally tat i noe how the song sounds like...i love the song so much lor but sight reading is quite difficult somemore is 12/8 de some...then play play play we finally ended with the exchange of gifts n of cox the photo taking session...hahas...but hab to prepare for tml performance jux tired but nth then how sun also gave us some present as well as zheng hua band lolx...hahas o n the hesham also very lame lor he, he was like jk then he say i call the alligator then he was like meow then make mi laugh like mad hahas...he quite funny actually...so tired lei now typing also like no strength like tat....lolx...i m a weirdo aft staying in sch for 3 days when come bck so not comfortable like feel like staying there forever le so fun so nice so enjoyable.i jux love the camp last words...i will miss all the schools tat visited our band looking forward for ur nx visit for more fun...yeah! :p

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~~Sunday, December 17, 2006~~

3:55 PM

haix....damn it lor....got a scare of my life yesterday...thnx to benett, andy, joel, aurthur all tish pple...i accidentally left the original score of jalan-jalan at the photocopy shop n then one of bennett's fren recover it how would i noe/how have i nv eben expected them to play a prank on mi....some1 fake a girl's voice n scare mi saying tat she has the score with her n tat if i dun go collect she dun eben wan to send it bck to my sch for mi...i was worried sick then when i say bennett they all they really noe how to act...when i told them abt the score thing they jux take it as nth happen....scare mi lor...i almost cry out lor...i was really scared....den when my mum came to noe abt it she said it might b a prank but it didnt help at all i still couldnt help but worry i was really in no mood that time all i knew was tat i felt like crying but aft tat when my dad came he told mi to give him the number then when he call it was bennett hu ans the phone then finally i was relieved cause i knew tat it was all a prank n tat the score was safe...
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haix...looking forward for the camp n tml's shoping for the graduate senior's present...but i m quite worried for the camp i m afraid that i might make mistake for the choice piece n the sight reading pieces i still cannot figure out those running notes for the overture...how?really very scare...o n i m really looking forward to learn from other school's good mallet player n percusiionist.as for tml really dunno how also.firstly we dunno where to go to buy the present nx we short of abt 15 dollars...omg so we will hab to leave it till tml...

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3:51 PM

had a argue with my best friend 2dae...but i was really angry abt it lorx...how can she give a excuse saying that she wanted to read books instead of going out...worst she still could say she wanted to sleep instead does she mean that she nids to sleep whole day...i was jk with her saying tat it was her fault tat i had to eat alone...but how could she push the blame to my parents...n eben said tat she said tat my parents were noble but i f i hadnt reply her with wat i say i tink she wouldnt hab said tat...in any reason she was not suppose to bring the blame to my parents...wonder how she feels if i said tat to her really veri angry....once i come to tink abt it again i feel really angry...i jux want to tell her if u dun wan to go out jux say dun gif excuses like sleeping or watever it makes mi even furious

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i m really bored for tish holiday...looking forward to the camp...n met some lamers in MSN today hu was disturbing mi...kind of irritating i tink...speaking a bunch of crap n calling others to invite mi...really childish...wats the fun of irritating others?!i dun get it.

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nth to do 2dae...too lazy to go out so cook a few dishes for my lunch how would i noe i had to clean so many dishes after cooking which i hate most of all...i like to cook but i jux hate to clean up...hahas...so it was quite a tiring day for mi...yeah n tml is band n i m always happy when it comes to goin to band.... :)

the date written should b on the : 15th of december

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