> Waiting for you;

~~Saturday, January 27, 2007~~

6:47 PM

+2dae@band

times cried: more than 5 times

all of u may say tat you didnt see mi cry.

reason:

~did not realli realli cry but afterall i really got cry
~i was holding my tears bak
~i will not cry infront of pple(not realli true)

why cry:

~dunno.too stress?!
~got too much scolding bcox of stupid mistake
~did not do well in band

lols anyway there was really once i almost cried out lor jux bcox i kept quiet if not realli cry out le...bcxo mr er ask mi if i played b flat i dunno wat to say cox i realli dunno then i jux said i did then mr lee ask when did i play b flat i jux shrug but at tat instance when mr lee tok to mi abt the stupid mistake i was like trying not to talk if not realli will cry

todae realli dunno wat happen not paying attention or wat lor then mr er keep scolding mi bcox my mistake then he himself also say he keep scolding mi but i jux dunno y i jux cant play properly...angry with myself lor...haix

+after band:

~went to buy pencil case
~buy the decoration for my pencil case
~spent total 10 dollars
~go home

end of 2dae's story

still waiting for you..

~~Monday, January 22, 2007~~

7:59 PM

+today a suay day

suay things tat happen to mi:

~first i missed the stupid bus
~nx i couldn't tie the stupid tie
~the teacher step on my bag!
~hurt my knee
~my books drop
~stupid talks
~had little time for lunch
~knees get worst
~the chem teacher nags in bus
~nag by dad for my injury!!!!

wa lao lor i injured my dad still wan to say mi he like dun give a damn abt it lor...m i his daughter a not...i feel like asking jux wat he wans...i jux like my mum better at least she cares lor...but she working n my dad stay homes!!!n now it is 8pm liao n he jux started cooking wa kao...dun eben noe if i can go school tml...hope it recovers b4 band if not i will not b able to do anything lor...walk lamely into the room???i feel so painful lor...my dad say rub some medical oil ok liao but the thing is i hate medical oil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!worst he say if nv recover go see those chinese docs can he jux go see those western one then i can recover soon n less pain ful y mux go the chinese one y cant he jux change not means he can recover ny these method means i can!(crys)

when to the zoo today, missed it like how many years nv go le...lols...

^y cant go those western docs
u think i can bear the pain

still waiting for you..

~~Saturday, January 20, 2007~~

9:29 PM

+ today

stupid tings done :

~wake up at 6.15am then thought got school in the end found out that it was saturday
~wake up go search for sharks until i forgot the time n forgot to eat n bathe
~ate breakfast but thought it was lunch
~late for the meeting for 10 minutes, somemore i the leader
~wanted to call si lin instead call my mum(dots)
~talk non-stop instead of discussing the play
~forgot to give zheng hao's foolscape back
~left the file in the library then go popular still go hougang then after tat go bck take the file n the file still there
~go hougang to see there is anything to buy in the end bought nth
~pple thought i JC/polytechnic pupil
~nv do homewk

summary:

late for the meeting today...discussed on how to do the intellect log on thing finished sicussing go walk walk at cp with maya...then i went hougang...on the way in the MRT i realised i forgot to take my file...then still insisted go hougang then go see if there is assessment to buy but bought nth...in the end go bck cp bought a chemistry guidebook...lame...then veri funny i call my dad to ask at home the food he buy is breakfast is lunch or breakfast how stupid can i b...i m idiot freako lor...haix...i still feel worry abt somethings...really veri dan xin...haix i jux feel tired for my life

^feelings n emotions alwax confuse mi
take them away n i will feel better

still waiting for you..

10:08 AM

::jux noticed tat it had been quite long since i blog...dun blame mi cox sad i hab nth to say cox school is jux alwax normal...wat else can i say

+thursday:

went to school then was so damn happy lor...guess wat the new vibraphone tat i was waiting for was here...wow...then i was like cant wait to go band n see the new instrument...then went it was lunch time...arthur and the others started to tell mi a lot about the vibraphone i jux couldnt wait to jux see it for myself...but they added tat if the vibraphone knock against anything it will b gone...so scary...i went up didnt noe wat to do cox scare tat i will damage the tink luckily mr tan was here...then he explain tat the leg which was make of cast iron is brittle so we must b careful with it...then he eben show us how to use it...hereby i must really thank mr tan for his help.Thank You Mr Tan! o i also nid to thank mr er cox he bought us such expensive n nice instrument.Thank You Mr Er! o ya to add on the instrument is really veri expensive.

then nth really happen but we sight read saturday night...veri fun cox i like that song a long time n was like wishing to play it lor...end of the band my mum called then i picked it up cox no chioce ma...then mr er was like toking to mi then i tink i was really rude to talk to him with the phone on my hand but i really didnt mean to b rude cox my mum dun wan to hang the phone...haix i hope mr er dun misunderstand.
Sorry Mr Er if i was rude on tat day.

+friday

CCA Recruitment Day...arghhh yesh time to recruit more newbies into our band but i hope we will get an intake of 40++++like our batch n the sec 4s but the ting is tat we could not get to talk to sec 1s much...but i must have confidence with band tat we will get a high intake tish year we will...i m sure...i will not give up tat thought...cox i m a band member n should b confident with the band...but it was rather unfair for tish year recruitment or rather all years cox some CCAs get to trial first n they were like got 30 over sec 1s liao lor...then nvm those uniform group keep coming up to attract the sec 1s how can like tat...they were suppose to b at the courtyard lor...they alwax do tat it is unfair...then was quite unhappy yesterdae cox some pple were indirectly pointing fingers to band...irritated

still waiting for you..

~~Saturday, January 13, 2007~~

11:40 PM

+
yesterday:

sianx...i tell u i jux hate the sitting arragement for ss/history, especially ss...got 2 girls sitting together...it is so unfair, i hate the sitting arrangement...i jux dun tink i can tolerate it for a year!!!!help mi somebody...do anything to jux change the arrangement...o then we had english in the library...then mrs yong was introducing us to the books she has...OMG most of the girls liked the marley and me...then everyone started to say they wanted to buy...lols actually i not sure i wan to buy a not???then si ying n i was like decided to buy when we have enough money then we asked esther if she wants to go with us... then she was like saying in mouth language with si ying which i dun understand...i tink si lin knows wat i m talking abt...i dun wan to say liao...

today:

i really tink steven is a stubborn bull...i dun understand y i always mux pick a fight with him de lor...irritated...n sianx...he jux cant stop laughing at the lamb thingy...idiot pig lei...si lin n i hab been creating new names for pple ahhas n new email as well lols all very funny de like ___ ____ _chang e ben yue @hotmail.com, ___ ___ _yu tu@hotmail.com...n many funny stupid hotmails ahhas then si lin is the guang yin ma ahhas...lols...then veri funny i tink i like i m like a siaochabo laughing non-stop in school...

when out with my parents today...b4 tat kai li called mi asked mi to go the concert...i really wanted to go but sad...i cant i missed i good concert...T_T...nvm...i will go nx time.

go compass to walk then veri funny lor...my dad when to buy 4D then one of his ticket was rejected then after he pay for his bet...the whole betting system in Singapore actually shut down...wa suay lei the pple behind my dad...lols

then we went courts to see my bed...then i dun really like my bed lor...my mum is always like tat i say not nice she say nice...sianx then ask my opinion for wat

then go seahorse see sofa also like tat i say tish better she say tat better then y ask opinion when she dun like it...in the end we bought the original colour of the sofa...

go kovan eat...then after tat i go popular buy assessment n subscribe a popular student card...lols i onli bought english n chinese cox the others like the syllabus seem like haben change so i nv buy yet...sianx

end of the day
irritated,
i hate the opinion thingy

still waiting for you..

~~Saturday, January 6, 2007~~

4:29 PM

+thursday

sianx lor...the teachers torture us lei...bring so many books, a maths, biology, e maths n 3 files then we still hab to bring water bottle n our own file for putting homewk so heavy the bag i almost fainted when i carry the bag...bad for our shoulders lor...then after school got band then we practice practice then go to SCH(Singapore Conference Hall)...the lift was like very special lor...but when i go into the hall it was like so stress up...cox got other schools looking at us then other conductors also...then i dunno y i keep get scolding for using the wrong stick lor...then i keep hitting the wrong notes for my running notes then nvm i sometimes dun eben play...shit lor..haix...big failure...then nvm lor reach school so slow the bus driver damn slow...bastard reach school le we go help to unload the instruments then i scolded kai li cox the snare drum will come off i scare her head later injured bcox of the way she carry then some1 pass by say i veri fierce i worry ma cannot blame mi lei...then nvm go up band room sean(sec 1)broke those birds then i dun wan to say him de but his attitude really veri bad he say wat he say how i noe it was there i was like wasnt u suppose to look b4 u do anything how can u give those excuses i was super angry i tell u...arghhh...

anyway i want to thak those who helped us in moving the percussion instrument eepecially from other school de...really a big thank you...

reach home at 12am had some snacks cox we had a bad dinner...then go wash my hair n bathe...do my homewk then by the time it is 2am i tink...sleepy

+friday

sianx...i almost overslept today...then when i go school i was like so sleepy lor..then i see the other band membersthen they like so energetic...then those goin to shuqun rehearsal pass by always ask mi whether i goin but i really cant go cox i habing my piano lessons at 3pm...sorry to shuqun...then go home the teacher haben come n my mum go out so...i really very sleepy then i take a nap till my teacher came n she knew i was sleeping then i told her i veri tired cox i hab band till 11pm so she say i really look veri tired...lolx..then my result for theory not out yet irritating...

after piano...i go do my things...then watch tv till 6.30pm then i go sleep again really tired lor...then sleep until my mum come bck then eat dinner...do my a maths then tally the ans with si lin then si lin keep making mistake sia..then i hate MSN cox so difficult to understand wat we toking sometimes...then i started reading my social studies then read chem for a few pages i feel so sleepy i go sleep...tired sia...

+today

lolx...wake up at 12pm then go get ready to go take the edusave scholarship got onli 300 , saw dominic n siti then dominic got 500 sia piang oi...every year 500...then left to meet my dad so funny lor he tell mi he saw some pple late then they walk like yaya papaya like tat pple call then hurry they still slowly walk then the person tell them counter close le then they started complaining piang lor those pple disgrace lor...lame also..then i go to the bookshop n buy stationary

so far is till here...
anything i will update...
+

still waiting for you..

~~Wednesday, January 3, 2007~~

8:13 PM

+
lolx...it was not a bad start for skool 2day except for the arrangements of some teachers...but still ahhas i had a great n good laugh for the whole day ahhas...but soon it will disappear...sad rite?
+
nth much happen actually...then when choosing of maths rep lolx i purposely rejected the offer cox i wanted to forcus on my study...then stupidly i was being sabotage by the class pple hu made mi the stupid a maths rep which i rather would take up the job as a maths rep...but i dunno y i jux accepted the fact but aft tinking through i still tink tat it was quite pressurizing so i made up the decision to tell mdm chua tml tat i dun wan to b the a maths rep...free again
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band was horrible 2dae...sadly i got a lot of scoldings from mr er...but i hab 2 blame myself for not figuring out the triplets rhythm last time...haix...i didnt meant to make mr er furious for my stupid mistake but i cant help it i still dun quite the rhythm...n the stick also i tink i quite stupid lor...cant blame born to b stupid...haix
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skipped my precious japanese class cox band ended too late n i had to buy somethings related to school which i hab to pass it up tml...sianx...go popular buy buy buy buy until 8 pm then reach home n hab my pathetic dinner...haix wat a tired starting day of skool

still waiting for you..