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It seems that everyone has got someone around them/standing by them!
Lols saw the post on Si Lin blog... felt like writing one to return to her lols. Hers was abt me, so now my turn to write abt her =)
Arghh why is it so difficult to change! Why is it difficult to transform? How long do i still need to wait? I have been waiting for like thousands of years! I want to change b4 18!
ZZZ... after like dunno so long for not being sick, I am sick finally?!
Notice something, friends with distance can remain as friend. Why? It is because they are your true friend, they share woe and happy times with you. You will always know they are always by your side. But, some friends with distance can nv remain friend 4ever. Why? Even though, the distance is nv that far it is because they have nv treated you as a true friend that is why you can nv be friends 4ever. Worst case, you may go back to square 1: strangers. I have one friend who is like tat. Mayb the person doesnt realise but i tink one day or soon square 1 is near. Anyw i leave it as it is, i am too tired to care about all these. I am bothered by many other things anymore could actually cause me to collapse. But anyw if that person still treat me as a friend will soon realise what is wrong if not too bad then we shall head for square 1 then.
I just don't understand why the hell do i have to suffer all this? Is this my fault! why can't you people settle without involving me! I am also very tired! You all onli know how much you all sacrifice, how much you all suffer then how about me! Why must I bear all this! For goodness sake,
Had a rather nice dream today! hahas but not goin to say what realli happen. But the best part was that I had a sweet, nice hubby who dotes on me and he is a caucasian! WOW! How I wish i could stay in the dream and not wake up! LOLs... Thats' all for today dun wan to bore my readers! Found out that the post I had are all too long!

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Had a kind of a sweet dream the day b4! but unfortunately it is a nice dream with a wrong person! sianded! lols. but in that dream i feel warmth that i have been looking for, for years. Wonder when will this warmth realli appear in my life.
DAMN FCUKING ANGRY OK! YOU PPLE HAVE NV TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION MY FEELINGS! ALL YOU ALL KNOW IS OH YOU THROW TEMPER ON ME SO I AM ANGRY THEN WHO THE HELL CARES OF WHAT I TINK! BLOODY HELL! I CAN JUST TOTALLY GIVE UP ON YOU ALL! YOU PPLE NV CHERISH WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR GOODNESS SAKE WHY SHLD I CARE ABT YOU PPLE THEN! I GIVE UP! DO WATEVER YOU ALL WANT OK! I CANT BOTHER! I HAVE NO STRENGTH. YOU PPLE NV THOUGHT OF ME FROM THE START! YA WHAT GOOD ___________ YOU PPLE ARE!!!!
I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKINGLY IRRITATED WITH SOMEBODY'S ACTION! I SHARE GO ON A SILENCE STRIKE FROM TODAY ONWARDS ON THAT SOMEONE! ONLY WILL RESPOND TO MSGS DUE TO PLANNED OUTING! NO MORE RESPOND OTHER THAN TAT!
I am still waiting for the pillar of my life to appear right infront of me! Life has many downs and lil ups for me so i am waiting for the pillar of my life to stand by me, although i have my friends to stand by me, but what i actually need is someone more than a friend! someone i can rely on.