a > Waiting for you;
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Wherever you go
Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Right here waiting for you..

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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
11:11 PM

It seems that everyone has got someone around them/standing by them!

Me i am still that pathetic...

Haix!

still waiting for you..

2:42 PM

Lols saw the post on Si Lin blog... felt like writing one to return to her lols. Hers was abt me, so now my turn to write abt her =)

Si Lin tripping herself infront of my senior(no names to be mentioned) on day 1 school...
Si Lin and her "Fiona, I am hungry!"...
Si Lin and her 'Can I have a piece of your arm?"...
Si Lin and her stomach cramps....
Si Lin and her K stalker...
and i tink i rmb sumthing abt AFK....
Si Lin and sumone wooing her from 4A when we were sec 3s
us drawing someone on our notes(not mentioning who cause i am afraid sumone may kill us)
us laughing at Si Lin's 救命恩人, about him with his cute tortoise bag driving a sports car...
us laughing at big head small body...
us laughing at the toilet 晴天霹雳...
us eating at rivervale mall
and having Si Lin losing her way when she walks home...
and us being suanku kias trying out how to walk up the hall steps to prepare for our prom...
Lols...
I agree we shld go out sometimes...
but anyw JIAYOU for your promos...

still waiting for you..

Tuesday, September 29, 2009
11:24 PM

Arghh why is it so difficult to change! Why is it difficult to transform? How long do i still need to wait? I have been waiting for like thousands of years! I want to change b4 18!

I don't care!!!
This sucks! Sometimes i hate myself for not being determined! Or else things would have been different! I have gotten wat i want by now! I no need to be miserable!
Fiona you sucks!

still waiting for you..

Sunday, September 27, 2009
12:46 AM

ZZZ... after like dunno so long for not being sick, I am sick finally?!

ALL BECAUSE OF ONE FOOD I ATE.....

GORENG PISANG AND YOU TIAO!!!


Went out to study with kai today! ZZZ... the stupid macro econs doesnt make sense! Then when we were goin home we were like laughing ok calrify i tink should be me onli lar was like laughing at the "Gu Jun Pyo" friends hahas! then an auntie abt taxis and the uncle abt his bicycle! Okay i acted like BIMBO - PRETTY mayb kai didnt dare say onli! LOLS!!! I have got self awareness ok!

Anyw that girl mak me behave like an idiot lor! I was like laughing to myself seeing her sms and then i almost took the escalator of the opp. direction lor! I ALMOST LANDED IN HOSPITAL!

~thats all~

still waiting for you..

Wednesday, September 23, 2009
12:55 PM

Notice something, friends with distance can remain as friend. Why? It is because they are your true friend, they share woe and happy times with you. You will always know they are always by your side. But, some friends with distance can nv remain friend 4ever. Why? Even though, the distance is nv that far it is because they have nv treated you as a true friend that is why you can nv be friends 4ever. Worst case, you may go back to square 1: strangers. I have one friend who is like tat. Mayb the person doesnt realise but i tink one day or soon square 1 is near. Anyw i leave it as it is, i am too tired to care about all these. I am bothered by many other things anymore could actually cause me to collapse. But anyw if that person still treat me as a friend will soon realise what is wrong if not too bad then we shall head for square 1 then.

Loves all my friends except this problematic one!

still waiting for you..

Friday, September 18, 2009
1:40 PM

I just don't understand why the hell do i have to suffer all this? Is this my fault! why can't you people settle without involving me! I am also very tired! You all onli know how much you all sacrifice, how much you all suffer then how about me! Why must I bear all this! For goodness sake,
I M ONLI 17 MIND YOU!
Just what you people want from me! I also wanted someone i can talk to... but all my friends now are all busy with their studies, i dun wan to bother them! Who can I talk to? I am realli veri tired, I dunno why I have to bear the consequences of the mistake that is not mine! I realli just want to live my own life! If onli I had the ability I am realli sick and tired!

still waiting for you..

12:32 AM

Had a rather nice dream today! hahas but not goin to say what realli happen. But the best part was that I had a sweet, nice hubby who dotes on me and he is a caucasian! WOW! How I wish i could stay in the dream and not wake up! LOLs... Thats' all for today dun wan to bore my readers! Found out that the post I had are all too long!

End off:




Myspace
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still waiting for you..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
9:30 PM

Haix...

I thought i could forget everything but it seems too difficult to actually forget! It has already been so long since i was determined to give up but why is the feeling still there! I realli hope time can realli make me forget it all for it realli realli hurts a lot! OK shall not talk abt it anymore! if not....

Anyw was realli bored to death lar...this few days is like so bored for me! goodness sake! bored bored!!

and yesterday got a nightmare realli scared! i wasnt able to perform in the concert! how? that thing keeps haunting me! i dunno what to do realli regretted to promise to work on weekends! haix how?


SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME! SOMEONE JUST SOMEONE!

still waiting for you..

Tuesday, September 15, 2009
11:32 PM

LOLS! Blogger is back to normal?! ok that is not my main purpose of posting today!

I have kind of 2 bad news and 1 good news?!

bad news first! I may be shifting house soon pple! i miss this place my cats, my friends and my secondary school! they are all here i don't want to shift out of here! TRUST ME! I WILL MISS EVERYONE IF I MOVE OUT OF HERE! haix i dunno how? i feel so lost!

bad news number 2. I tink i made a regrettable decision! and mayb i might not have the chance to join the band to perform this year? i forgot abt the practice on sat and i actually applied for a job and i am afriad if i cant turn up for those practices mayb mr er wun let me join the concert! but i tink i need to stick with the job crucial time and i need that support of money! haix if onli money was granted to me as a loan! troubles would fly away!

good news! nth much to rant or to show off abt! it is just that i have got myself a perm pt job! and now guess what FIONA TAN HAS TO BE EXTRA HARDWORKING TO GET ON WITH HER LIFE AND EDUCATION!

FIONA TAN YOU HAVE TO BUCK UP
JIAYOU AND GET ON WITH LIFE!
FOR THIS CHALLENGE IS MEANT
TO MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON!!!

still waiting for you..

Saturday, September 12, 2009
2:44 PM

Had a kind of a sweet dream the day b4! but unfortunately it is a nice dream with a wrong person! sianded! lols. but in that dream i feel warmth that i have been looking for, for years. Wonder when will this warmth realli appear in my life.

~left pondering~

still waiting for you..

Thursday, September 10, 2009
8:51 PM

DAMN FCUKING ANGRY OK! YOU PPLE HAVE NV TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION MY FEELINGS! ALL YOU ALL KNOW IS OH YOU THROW TEMPER ON ME SO I AM ANGRY THEN WHO THE HELL CARES OF WHAT I TINK! BLOODY HELL! I CAN JUST TOTALLY GIVE UP ON YOU ALL! YOU PPLE NV CHERISH WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR GOODNESS SAKE WHY SHLD I CARE ABT YOU PPLE THEN! I GIVE UP! DO WATEVER YOU ALL WANT OK! I CANT BOTHER! I HAVE NO STRENGTH. YOU PPLE NV THOUGHT OF ME FROM THE START! YA WHAT GOOD ___________ YOU PPLE ARE!!!!

still waiting for you..

Monday, September 7, 2009
2:23 PM

I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKINGLY IRRITATED WITH SOMEBODY'S ACTION! I SHARE GO ON A SILENCE STRIKE FROM TODAY ONWARDS ON THAT SOMEONE! ONLY WILL RESPOND TO MSGS DUE TO PLANNED OUTING! NO MORE RESPOND OTHER THAN TAT!

still waiting for you..

Tuesday, September 1, 2009
7:39 PM

I am still waiting for the pillar of my life to appear right infront of me! Life has many downs and lil ups for me so i am waiting for the pillar of my life to stand by me, although i have my friends to stand by me, but what i actually need is someone more than a friend! someone i can rely on.

still waiting for you..