OMG cannot believe tat i actually forgotten to post yesterday...mayb it is bcox i slept a little earlier ba...actually not much earlier cox it was like 1.30 am like tat la...down with headaches now...i hate headaches it is worst than having fever...cox u keep feeling the aching in ur head n tat triggles my irritation...arghhh...resting for the day n missing the day's tuition for today...n it is the last lesson...oh bother!guess wat i tink i really becoming a band psychotic freak can u believe every single time i dream it has got to do with band...but wat i dreamt today is also band related but ermsss...wat i dreamt was a band practice on our syf piece...it is scary...i was like dunno wat i doing had to sort out the scores play...n suddenly my session has no one except mi to play...i felt so stress n tat was really scary tat was kind of a nightmare o god...i tink when syf comes nearer i will b super duple stress...but i hope i could manage it but afterall tat was jux a nightmare none of it will affect the real life...still feeling down dunno y too...lolx...i m jux some kind of freak with psychotic emotion mix up...tat's mi ahahs...habing a boring rest day cox my fren gone to Malaysia!!!anyway y did she go at tish time i dun get it...it is flooding like mad there how could she ever enjoy holiday...but wat i felt today is tat i m a pathetic person hu has onli one fren it could really b bored without her to chat...sighs...pathetic mi..n i find out tat pple r ignoring my mickname on MSN or should i say they dun eben bother...no one is tagging i mean onli a few n no one is asking mi to link....lame lei then y should i hab a nick on the MSN sianx....life is boring(my quote) nth excite mi...cant imagine if i were to work in society nx time wat will i do for the days in my life...wake up , work , come bck, still work then sleep...OMG tish is jux no life for a person's life...dunno y...after tish 2 years in band i find tat music is interesting n fun n enjoyable...too bad i dunno wat job can i take if i hab the passion towards music...haix...