a > Waiting for you;
Oceans apart day after day
 And I slowly go insane
 I hear your voice on the line
 But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
 How can we say forever
 Wherever you go
 Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
 Whatever it takes
 Or how my heart breaks
 I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
 That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
 But I can't get near you now
 Wherever you go
 Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
 Whatever it takes
 Or how my heart breaks
 I will be right here waiting for you

Right here waiting for you..

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Sunday, September 26, 2010
12:32 PM

I SERIOUSLY HML! BECAUSE I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ARE NV UNDERSTANDING AND FOREVER RELYING AND USING ME! OH PLEASE! THEY NV LEARN TO CHERISH ME! AND I DON"T NO WHY I HAVE TO CHERISH THEM SO MUCH WHEN THEY DUN EVEN FUCK CARE YOU!

I THINK I JUST HAVE TO WEAR A MASQUERADE TO LIVE MY LIFE INFRONT OF THEM! SUCKERS SOMETIMES! WHY DO I HAVE TO LIKE KEEP GIVING AND NOT RECEIVING TO THESE UNAPPRECIATIVE PEOPLE AND WHO NV CARE HOW YOU FEEL AND JUST KEEP PUTTING A WET BLANKET OVER YOU! THAT IS WHY I NV SAID I HAD A BFF IN THAT CLIQUE AND I TINK THE ONLI PEOPLE I CAN TALK TO MORE IS SKIPPY OTHER THAN THAT IT HAD BE B.E.L! NO MORE!

THAT"S IT. DUN BLAME ME ONE DAY IF YOU FIND TAT HEY SHE IS NOT THE REAL ONE THIS IS HOW YOU HAVE FORCED ME TO CHANGE!

I HAD RATHER NOW HAD A BF! SO TAT I COULD SPEND MY REAL PERSONALITY TIME WITH HIM RATHER THAN PEOPLE WHO ARE UNWORTHY OF ME! SERIOUSLY BY THEN MAYBE THEY WILL LEARN HEY HOW COME SHE NO LONGER THERE FOR US? THEN THEY WILL KNOW WHY! I THOT THAT MY HACK CARE ATTITUDE COULD SPARE ME FROM THIS SHIT BUT IT SEEM LIKE NO. SO I TINK I CAN TELL MY FUTURE BF WHOEVER THERE IS OUT THERE FOR ME THAT HE WOULD HAVE THE PLACE IN MY HEART FIRST RATHER THAN THOSE UNWORTHY FRIENDS BUT THOSE WHO ARE STILL WORTHY OF ME GETS TEH PLACE ON PAR WITH MY BF!

SAD FOR THOSE SUCKERS!

still waiting for you..

Tuesday, September 21, 2010
11:29 PM

Haix...I dunno how to react after hearing tat from her. I must admit i was very disappointed and I tink i am kind of narrow-minded. I realli feel very bad inside out I dunno how to react and I can't express it. I tink i am afraid I had become those woman who is like jealous or I dunno wat lar like I always I dunno how to say!

And what is making this worst is I also dunno whether to believe GH a not...can his words be trusted can his actions be trusted or is tat what i structure myself to believe how he is ! I need answers and I tink I can't seem to find the real me more and more I am beginning to lose that real me within, it seems not onli harder to reach out to it but impossible to reach out to it.

Seriously, I feel so confused and upset over everything tat I tink I might just cry but something within keeps holding the tears back. I dunno why I feel so bad. And I can't seem to find the friends tat I want and desire.

Non of them even realli understands me! I wan and need someone who understands me and tell me and advice me just like GH!

still waiting for you..

Tuesday, July 27, 2010
10:52 PM

Though i keep telling myself things are too far fetch and it shld onli be just friends but I still can't control things the waiting still kills...sometimes i just wish the part of my brain whereby it takes things too far to just be dysfunctional for a period so that everytime things happen like this i will take it naturally more than that seriously... Haix...

still waiting for you..

Wednesday, July 21, 2010
11:05 PM

Today was like taking 27 to school, then it was damn pacl and i hate standing near the exit...

The bus was reached one of the stop in tampines there is this AUNTIE! She use her breast to push me for goodness sake you trying to show off your breast and then she couldn't wait for me to shift myself for her to exit she still tsk me! WTH! then i wanted to scold her but what to do in the bus i just keep it to myself then when she alighted she just stare at me i just diao her lor. You think i care?!

Then after like the next stop same thing happen KIASU AUNTIES. Haix they just squeeze and squeeze the my bag got stuck in btw and they were like aiyo whose fault can't they learn to wait it is not like you don't get down within 1 second you will get squash by the doors or whatever.

Then when i was on the way home, i came up with something :

钱没了还能赚或存回来.
造成的伤害,
需要一段时间来弥补,
或一辈子都弥补不了.
而朋友的生日,
是一年一次,
过了就毫无意义.
那么为什么人就不会珍惜那一年一次的机会呢?
And I tink Candice came up with a brilliance idea that i think i will be doing it while waiting. =)

still waiting for you..

12:11 AM

Yeah i am still awake at this timing...still not prepared for my darn test! Haix....

Today, totally ruined because i have a bunch of people arnd me who totally is those kind who 带着个嘴做事!　Hate this kind of people with this kind of sucky attitude! For goodness sake, if you wan question me ask yourself whether you are deem fit! Fuck off with your attitudes!

Hmmm...sometimes i realli think i need someone there for me to complain, hug, console me and advise me with all the matured thoughts of his!

I tink i have found him, my heart seems to tell me the same but the reality is not there to support me. Do i really have to wait any longer? 18 yrs isn't it not enuff?

still waiting for you..

Friday, February 12, 2010
6:09 PM

YEAH THIS WORLD SUX! AND I KNOW BLOODY HELL WHY I WAS AN OVERDUE BABY! BECAUSE I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO COME TO THIS WORLD!

CAUSE I HATE MY FAMILY! THEY ARE ONLY MY BURDEN! THEY SUX THEY ARE MY ROOTS TO MISERY! IF ONLY I LIVED ALONE! ALL INDEPENDENT! SUX SUX SUX! I HATE MY FAMILY! SELFISH SOULS TURNING ME LIKE ONE!

still waiting for you..

Sunday, January 31, 2010
1:00 PM

Noticed that i have not been posting for damn long.

Now back to clear those spider webs.

Haix. It is a start of a new year but is it a new change or start? Is it goin to be better or not? Hmmm.... hope i still can be in the same class as sahida or candice. Realli cherish them alot. Laugh together, project together, eat together. Lols. I am really going to pray very hard to be with them again. In the mean time, holidays coming i hope we can hang out realli hang out. Lols.

Not onli that birthday is on their way, haix 18 is a number i dun wish it will arrive any sooner though i can drink i can club i can drive but it means old! Haix. Anyw my thousand years of resolution still is not any nearer just wat is wrong with me! I am already goin to age so fast and yet i not bucking up on it! Someone got to knock some sense into me lar!

still waiting for you..

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
12:06 AM

Today's initial plan was to actually go down at 8pm to walk! But...... it was raining lar! and i had to go down to feed cats so in the end i was like went down at 9pm lar! so late!!! hahas but i still manage to walked for 1 hour , 2.4km lols! damn happy lor! was listening to my radio as i walked! but T.T there was no muttons so a lil down cast lor!

still waiting for you..

Sunday, November 8, 2009
10:11 PM

LOLS yesterday and today when out with the girls....

Unfortunately yesterday did not get to watch any movie! but i got my bag hahas! and a but on my hand =.=.... Actually want go watc h10pm movie with sim but full house so saded!

Today went movie with sook wei and kaili and sim.... the movie was damn funny? lols.... the guy was the one that was like making me laugh? hahas...but he seems familiar forgotten which drama he acted....ohhhh now i rmb the JY kim sam soon! hahas! anyw the whole day was funny we went swensens all this but i realised that hmmmm i haben done any homework and ahem i spent damn lots of money this weekend i am like so dead!

But anyw enjoyed it! it was worth it lar after so long of cooping at home! LOVE YOU GIRLS! =D

still waiting for you..